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01 December 2009 @ 12:57 pm

covered by Yang Yoseob from BEAST @ Starry Night Radio
Original by Eric Benet

Maybe we need just a little more time
Time that can heal what's been on your mind
We can find what we lost before it all slips away
We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made
God only knows what a heart can survive
So many tears from all the pain in our lives
And where else could we go after all we've been through
I still believe my life is right here with you

So just hold on
And it wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the
cracks of a broken heart
don't want us to fall through the
cracks of your broken...

I know it's taking a while but every lesson, I've learned
And if your heart speaks tonight, I'll hear every word
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way
But with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay

Hold on
And it wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the
cracks of a broken heart
don't want us to fall through the
cracks of a broken heart

There's a light that can burn
It exists in the heart
You can feel it when you know love is true
If we could try to be strong
And keep the light burning long
It took a lifetime but I found it in you

Hold on
And it wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the
cracks of a broken heart
don't want us to fall through the
cracks of a broken heart


other versions...


covered by Onew from SHINee @ Sukira Kiss the Radio



covered by Taeyang from BigBang @ 2008 Taeyang Hot (Solo) Concert


whose version do u like most? :) For me, ain't the answer obvious? :) Yoseobie's one lorr... :P
 
 
haven: House
Mood: calm
music of my life: Yoseob - Cracks of my Braken Heart
 
 
Geraldine
25 November 2009 @ 11:26 am


MusicPlaylist
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Geraldine
12 November 2009 @ 01:01 pm

The Interview. :P whole passage below...


On the show, JYP said:

"When the news about his anti-Korean statements were first released, I believed that the level of criticism against him was too harsh. I mean, people petitioned for his death. But public opinion changed to 'the translation was misleading and he did not do anything wrong' after he left for States, as if he actually did not do any wrong. His thoughts and mine on this matter are the same - it is somewhere in between. He did not do such great wrong but it is a matter serious enough that we cannot just ignore and pretend it didn't happen. It was a great mistake. Especially for a person who sings, dances and performs art. We are the ones who connect two different cultures and he cannot disrespect people of different culture like that. I believe that his expressions were very wrong

Is Jaebeom a bad person? No, he is very nice. But back then, his attitude was quite unpleasant, telling me in my face that he can succeed only if he doesn't get a song written by me. But I liked Jaebeom despite his attitude because he never lied, he was always truthful - and he kept changing. Now, he is a different person from who he was back then. I do agree then Jaebeom of the past has hurt too many Koreans with harsh expressions and he thinks the same. That is why he couldn't get on the stage because of shame. But you see, other members still have to perform, and he did not want to drag 2PM down. That is why he said "Hyung, I want to go back to States." If I was him, I think I would have made the same decision.

If him and I thought that accusations against him were wrong then we would have fought for him until the end. But he himself thinks that he did a great wrong. If the media and the fans feel any love for Jaebeom then the best they could do is let him be. He is taking time to regret and think over his wrongs so letting him do so would be helpful.

What can I do while he does so? Help him continue taking dancing and singing lessons to continue training as an artist. When he says that he wants to be back on stage, then I will help him do so. When he comes back, he will come back as a part of 2PM, the members love others very much. Neither him nor the members want him to return as a solo artist."




There we go folks, JYP hasn't given up on Jaebeom but he wants to respect his decision of seclusion in Seattle until Jaebeom wants to come back. For now, it seems the best course of action is to leave Jaebeom alone. Stay tuned to allkpop as 2PM continues their journey without leader Jaebeom for the time being.

All Credits go to: allkpop. Video credits to: time2sub2
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What JYP said was true and it really touched me. :) WAY TO GO Jaebeom WAY TO GO 2PM!!!
When everyone else is condemning JYP, i had faith. 
coz he did not seem like someone who would ditch his artistes. Like KYM of SME... ><
but still...
never jump to conclusions too quickly. since you dunno the full set of details.
gosh... i feel old... wagagaga...
ain't feeling too good while typing this post.
feel like my nose will drop down any time sooner...
yikes...
too little deep thoughts these days.
feel weak... tsk...
D-Day for me is 16nov...
D-Day for THEM is 12nov, today...
where would i go?
where would THEY head to?
where.where.where...
What is your HEART BEATing for? 
~~Listen to my HEART BEAT~~
What is my HEART BEATing for? 
It's beating for THEM ah~~



 
 
Mood: cold
music of my life: 2pm- Again & Again, DBSK- Don't Say Goodbye
 
 
Geraldine
11 October 2009 @ 05:18 pm

突然的抬头,看到架子上摆放的日记。
我从不是一个喜欢怀念的人,
总认为人活着就是应该往前看,
但今天,我却不由自主地取下日记,
翻开了我日记里那短暂却漫长的3年。

开始最初拥有日记是因为什么,我也不太记得了。
是2002年的那一本吧... 
说到底,WOAH!四本日记了!
2002年的那本,小四耶!
孩子气的文笔,却不失天真烂漫。

2003年的那本,记录着我的成长。
开始追星,哈Energy的程度就好像现在哈东方神起一样,
追得可热了。(没错我的第一个偶像我搞清楚了。不是FIR!!)
日记似乎失去了它原有的价值,因为2/3都贴满了他们的照片和剪报。
没错,当时的我,有点疯...

2004年下半年,我的第四本日记迎接了我追入FIR的时代。
怎么写着写着变得我有那么一点花心了呢?
可能真的被Na说中了,我从小就很会"移情别恋"...
可是哈FIR却有了比较不一样的Feel...
变得比较注重音乐上的享受...
变得,比较会欣赏他们要传达的。
人的成长也成就了思想上的成长吧... 

2005年,日记没变,但写日记的次数变少了。
课业变得繁重。不管怎么说,升上中学的确是会有些不一样的嘛。
翻着翻着,才发现一直以来,Mel的困惑,答案都记载在日记里。
我为什么中一的时候那么少讲话,为什么跟班上的同学那么疏离,
为什么总是一个人,都是因为心里有太多的放不下。
小学的好友一起升上中学,是值得庆幸的,
但这让我变得不爱交际。我不喜欢交新朋友,
总觉得他们会剥夺我和好友仅存的那一点相处的时光。
但这却让我的好友和我疏远了。很可笑吧?
突然好像明白了一些事的我,年底才开始要找朋友呢!
这就是我和Mel的奇遇记吧?很奇怪,明明只是短暂的相处,
但能一起升上同一个中二的班极,我们都很开心。
不管如何,知道有自己认识的人和自己同一班,
是很值得庆祝的吧?

2006年,2007年,我开始和日记这样东西疏远了...
我有了新的朋友,新的记载生命的方式,我认为我不需要"写"了...
但我却越来越怀念能握着一本日记,回忆生命中的种种,
那种感觉,是没有写过日记的人们,很难体会的吧...
2009年,我迎来了我的小豚日记!
它不再是每天都必须履行的职责,而是心情的写照。
我很开心我有了那么美丽的一本记事本,有了"写"的动力...
日记这个东西,可以刺激回忆,让不爱怀念的我,
也会偶尔翻一翻。

你是否也和我一样,拥有一本生命的记事簿呢?
 
 
Geraldine
15 September 2009 @ 10:09 pm
It is the darkest right before the sun rises.
Therefore no matter how dark it is, you should not be afraid.
If you wait a little more, the sun will rise.
The darker it gets, the closer it is to light.
-Kang Hae Bin @ Heading to the Ground.
 
希望往往来自最深的绝望。
当我们深陷绝望边缘时,
不要忘记,其实希望就在那下一秒钟的等待。
就那么多一秒,就等待那多一秒,
你就会发现希望的足迹,已悄悄来临。

 
 
 

 
 
Geraldine
08 September 2009 @ 04:20 pm



如果项链代表着你们之间的诺言,
那晚霞便是我守护你的证明。
五年了... 该放下了。
握得太紧,反而伤了自己。

放她走吧。我不停地告诉自己。
但紧握着得手,好像也已经习惯了疼痛,
握得更紧了。
她的眼泪,我的叹息。

我爱她!爱得并不会比他少!
但为什么?为什么她眼里只有他?
难道爱情也有先来后到的道理?
我不懂...

我决定让她幸福。放她走。
但在我放她走之前,
请允许我!再看她一眼吧。
而后,就是她带着我的双眼,看着全世界了。

-韩泰华/韩哲秀

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哥!你看到了吗?
花很美丽,鸟好可爱!
通过我,你看到了这美丽的世界了吗?
哥... 我有点想你了。怎么办?

哥... 谢谢你... 真的。
若不是你,我不会有我现在的幸福!
哥... 你常说是我教会了你什么是幸福。
但其实,是你让我明白幸福的定义。

我会幸福的!就如你所希望的。
我会和诚俊哥一起,在我剩下不多的日子里,
用你的眼,去看遍全世界。
我不要用你的眼哭!我不会!

哥... 原谅我没真正的爱过你。
原谅我,每一次都让你失望。
原谅我,每一次都那么任性。
原谅我,心早就交给了别人。

-韩静书/金智秀

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-后记-
最近又记起四年前让我哭得残到~~的韩剧《天国的阶梯》... 嗨... ...
 
 
music of my life: Bigbang -- 마지막 안사
 
 
Geraldine
05 September 2009 @ 06:13 pm
很多人常问我,韩文歌你又听不懂它歌词的意思,干吗那么爱啊?
我其实偷偷地思考了很久。
答案:因为它的曲本身就能感动人,再加上诠释者深情地演唱,那种感动,不一定要懂得它在唱什么,才能拥有的。

有时友情亦是如此吧?
你或许不会完全了解他,但却愿意把心交给他,与他做最要好的知己。
但一旦你开始想钻研歌词的意思时, 却有可能会因此而失望。
到了那个时候,你会转头走掉,还是细心理解其中精髓呢?

班上最近遇到的,我也不想多说。毕竟其中的当事人也放下了。
我有时会很怀疑和一些身边的好友之间的友情是建立在什么上面?
共同的兴趣?相互的关心?同样的性格?
没有两个人是一样的。
我们在成长的同时,是否也应该学会包容,体谅,关怀,呵护,忍让?
 
 
Geraldine
01 August 2009 @ 08:50 am
最近,东方神起的法案好像闹得很大。一切不了我在说什么的,请看 这里

其实我一直都很相信这五个大男生。
闹翻?解散?不合?分开?瓦解?
这些字眼从不曾闪过我的脑海。
若你口口声声相信着他们的友谊,
你又怎么会去相信那些很吓人的留言呢?

SM 的 slave contract 已经不是第一次了。
就因为这样的关系让韩流始祖 S.E.S 与 H.O.T 被迫解散。
但是其实这么样也是有根可寻的。
若签约时,他们知道这样的待遇有问题,
为什么还要继续赌上自己大好的青春?

但是即便如此,我还是不免会在心里小声责骂 SM。
因为东方神起就已经五个人了。
五个人瓜分 10%-30% 的收入是明显不足的。
JYP 就很理智的以 50%-50% 慰劳艺人们。
即便是只有四个人的 2AM。
你能想象吗? Super Junior 和 SNSD 的命运会是如何?
一个差不多快近十人的团体和一个当今韩国最多人的十三人组合,
他们得到的,一定更少。更别说合约会有所不一样,
加上人气的差距带来的收入差距。(特别是在日本)

*今天惊人地发现一点。SM 所收的 70%-90% 为神起提供了
-海外住宿
-飞机票
-餐食
-宿舍费用
-租车费用
-上课的学费(舞蹈课,发音课等)
-零零碎碎的其他开销

也就代表神奇五人在签约的13年里,没必要的根本不必花上半毛钱。
除非他们自己有投资,或是自己想购物,他们才会用到他们的薪水。
我的天!这样的待遇很不错了!


无论如何,神奇的友谊不应该被怀疑。
这样艰难的日子应该是我们高喊:지켜줄께 동방신기!
而不是一味地相信谣言,质疑他们五个人的友谊。
做一个理智的粉丝吧!因为你支持他们,
不就是建立在他们与彼此的友谊与努力的泪水,
加上 5+1=0, 5-1=0, 5=1
这样的怪怪但很有深意的数学形式上吗?

Your Love Is All I Need! so HEY! Don't Bring Me Down...
It was in that Forgotten Seasothat our love started 
I constantly asked myself, “Doushite kimi wo suki ni na tehshima ttandarou? (Why have I fallen in love with you?)” 
But I realized that Thanks To you, we’re able to have many Tonights together 
And you’ll always be Unforgettable in our lives 

Look at the Rainbow and think of us 
Because Looking at the Sunset makes us think of you 
Remember the red Balloons and Promise between us? 
With our support please go On and On 

You’ll always be that Rising Sun in our hearts 
We Believe (믿어요), so Don’t Say Goodbye 
Because Wasurenaide (don't forget) 
You guys are and have always been the Survivor

The Story Has Just Begun, so we Wish for your Love After Love 
Don’t Cry My Lover, cause we’ll be Always There 
And we’ll always Stand By You 
Because our Love Is Never Gone 

Asuwa Kuru Kara (because tomorrow will come), you will always be our Forever love
Let’s Share the World Together, Dong Bang Shin Ki 
We’re Proud of you 
So promise us, you’ll always be One?

*A little something me n mel thought of on MSN... HAHA hope u'll love it!
 
 
Mood: cheerful
music of my life: DBSK -- 믿어요
 
 
Geraldine
21 July 2009 @ 10:17 pm
那天,她哭了。
她一直在想......

最最坚强的女生是怎样的?

是心在流泪时,依然去安慰他人吗?
或是强颜欢笑,让他人都知道自己只有开朗?
还是,哭着,但让自己相信可以做得更好?
 
 
music of my life: SNSD- Way To Go
 
 
Geraldine
26 June 2009 @ 09:59 pm

so long nv post something light-hearted le... shall do so nowww!!! :P
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to the baby borned on 1st July 26 years ago... the leader of twelve 26 yrs later... ... the leader who
is always the 1st to cry,
is the 1st to care,
is the 1st to bow,
is the 1st to shout: "ELF 사랑해!" after an award,
is the 1st to say: "SJ is frm eeteuk to ELF!!"
is the last to say goodbye,
is the last to give up,
is the last to sigh,
is the last to abandon,
is the last to think only about himself.

this is the 바보 for you. 특이는 바보입니다! 근대, 난 그바보야, 너무너무 좋아해...


*바보=Fool
 
 
music of my life: DBSK -- 바보
 
 
Geraldine
20 June 2009 @ 07:46 pm

Missing U的每一个深夜,我都习惯地抱着双膝。
我想留住在我身上残留的,你的一丝丝温暖。
你曾对我吼:넌 나쁜여자야
我知道我有理由可以反驳这项指责。但我选择了你最讨厌的沉默。
耳边还是回荡着她的一句:爱他就该给他自由。
当你发现你爱他对他来说变成了一种负担,是否应该考虑放他自由?
我不知道。我不想回应。我不想承认我对他的爱,已被他嫌弃。
但... ...
我又能如何?

是我的残忍让你失控,还是你的失去让你生气?
那晚的心悸,仍在我心中回荡。
那晚的电话里,你颤抖的呼吸声,不断挽留的语气里,
我只看得到我们灰暗的未来。
不!
或许应该说,是看到了你们那美好的将来。
你和她,才应该是一对。
她说得很对!爱n就该给他自由。
但放开你的那瞬间,我再也坚强不起来了。

你对我承认道: 난 나쁜남자야 !
不对!你不坏!坏的是一再试图捆绑你的我。
你的眼泪,表达了最真诚的心意。挽回... ...
但... ...
What Can I Do? 我不想继续这没有未来的爱情。
是我丢弃你也好,放开你也罢。
你自由了!所以,去爱吧!去爱那个全心全意爱你的人。
不准再想念。不准再回忆!不准再思索!

我很大方吗?我会释怀吗?我不断地问自己... ...
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又完成一篇了... ... 真应该佩服自己一下。:)
我最近老是把小豚日记带在身边,
真的要很感谢很感谢Qlisha!你知道我对那本日记有多爱不释手吗?
Yikes... ...这是好事吧?:)
Midyr!!! 加油!!
 
 
haven: home
Mood: artistic
music of my life: FT Island -- 넌 나쁜여자야
 
 
Geraldine



爱是相互信任中,互相认识的一种过程。

我一直都很相信这点。你们的起点或许是建立在对彼此还认识得很模糊的阶段。
但只要努力,以真诚的心去认识对方,没有一种心房是攻不破的。
爱情从来就不是简单如1+1=2。
它甚至复杂得像个难解的数学题。没有一种模式能完全参透它。
但是,它又可以很单纯很单纯的,建立在对方相互信任的基础上。

我很搞不懂为什么人要把简单的爱情复杂化。
这样的人类是聪明呢?还是笨?
但是我对人和这个世界还是很充满希望的。
我不太能适应悲观的想法。因为我不悲观。
我还是很愿意相信一觉醒来一切会更好这个说法。
这不是天真。不是幼稚。更不是把问题隔与心外,选择置之不理。
而是我不认为,当事不关己时,我应该多余的插上一角。

旁人的劝说最多最多只能供你参考。因为最终的决定权还是在你。
我不管说了再多自己的想法,你若到头来还是不想听进去,那我也没办法。
我不能拿着刀子对着你的喉咙,叫你作出决定吧?
Choices。这个字是我们一生下来,上帝就赋予我们的。
你决定怎样,我们不能左右,只能在一旁给你建议。
是金玉良言,还只忠言逆耳。一切都凭你的判断。
因为你是人。而“选择”是上帝送给你,一份一生的礼物。

 


      窗外下着雨 敲打着冰冷空气
就像你我之间 早已全都没有关系
心寒头晕手很冰 渴望被温暖握紧
但我继续假装 假装我不在意

是不是空间时间 到底又是谁说的绝对
我不想去管去猜 能不能选了就不後悔

我一直爱着过去 爱着你
而我的泪就好像 雨从不会停
不想要再去压抑 我的心 用尽力气也无法喘息

是不是空间时间 到底又是谁说的绝对
我不想去管去猜 能不能选了就不後悔

我一直爱着过去 爱着你
而我的泪就好像 雨从不会停
不想要再去压抑 就算 回忆 继续 撕裂我的心
用尽力气也无法喘息
倾盆大雨 永远不会停

 
 
music of my life: 陈思涵 -- 雨不停
 
 
Geraldine
13 June 2009 @ 11:20 pm

一个人在巴士上,耳边是旋律动人的当代歌曲, 
                               手中是他9年前的最后一封信,
                               窗外是迅速越过的都市风情。

一个人在巴士上,耳边是巴士行使时的吵杂, 
                               手中是他9年前的最后一张字条,
                               窗外是下着雷雨时,看不清路面的雾。

一个人在巴士上,耳边是我无声的哭泣,
                               手中是手机里9年前他的最后一通简讯,
                               窗外是雨过天晴的彩虹。

一个人在巴士上,9年前,应该放下了。
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LEP Camp 无聊的时候随便写写的。不知道算不算好。但有种意境,我觉得我是写到了。:)
是时候买一本日记了。那天看到peiwen手中那本,就觉得好羡慕。
能把生活点滴记录在日记里,再把一些想法记下来,很不错的!:)
而且等存够钱,一定要买一台polaride!!酱的话就不怕那瞬间被我错过啦!
嗨呀嗨呀!就酱决定了啦!:)
 
 
music of my life: Please Don't Go -- Onew&JongHyun
 
 
Geraldine
02 June 2009 @ 09:52 pm
题外话一下... ... 我今天买了一本韩英,英韩的字典。超正点的!:)
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0500

女:你难道不觉得在这个时间点坐在沙滩上有点奇怪吗?
男:不会啊!日出的时间是从5点到6点之间,不在这个时候等的话,错过了就没机会拍下来了。
女:可是... ...(环顾四周)这个沙滩上好像只有我们两个人哦。怪恐怖的。
男:有我在,有什么好怕的?
女:你。
男:你是在开玩笑吗?
女:噢!被识破了吗?

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哈哈!即兴创作。逗趣为主。不要见怪!:)
 
 
Geraldine
31 May 2009 @ 07:25 pm
我们... ...怎么了。
本是两条缠绕着的,交叉着的线。
本是无话不谈的好朋友。
本是相知相交的好知己。
如今,却行同陌路。

是爱情让你变得不理智吗?才会在自己改变了后,还强辩是他人变了。
既然说放手成全,既然说毫不在乎。
为什么还要纠缠不清,藕断丝连呢?
为什么要让别人因你而流泪呢?
为什么要让他们因你而误解对方呢?
为什么... ... 为什么... ... 为什么... ...

是... ... 爱太深吗?